what a mess

existentialism
gemini
music
getting lost in other cities
traveling
cigarettes
photography
bathroom stall poetry
cheap wine
fur
vintage clothing
starving art
the velvet underground
joy division
aimless rebellion
thrift shops
graveyards
graffiti
loud loud music
sweaty basement dance parties
meeting interesting people

a lot of the photos are not my own.
the only place i feel truly calm.
for some reason.

the only place i feel truly calm.

for some reason.

bonjourbobs :
where can i get the skeleton spine tee you posted on the 1st?

idk, i just stumbled upon it. but you could make a spine stencil of your own and spray paint it on a shirt. :]

wanderersdaughter :
i'm taking your word cause that's what i do, and if you wanted me to tell you that he's amazing and a great friend, he's not. i'm sorry. they're all right. they have nothing to lie about. i know you love him and i can't change that or convince you otherwise, but at least listen when i tell you he's a shithead. he's selfish. i've never been his girlfriend, nor would i ever be, that's why i couldn't tell any of those girls they were wrong. i've only heard his life stories by way of HIS mouth, which twists and contorts them into something so innocent and sweet, stories where he's the victim. he's not the fucking victim. we're all disposable. and i'm sorry, i really am. i just don't want to stick up for someone i'm learning to hate.

it’s okay.

i was in denial and i probably always will be. i’m just a stupid girl who drinks too much, makes a fool of herself and somehow gets everyone to turn against me. it’s fine.

I admit to having a breakdown

my new blog: brokenstem.tumblr.com

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I live in my bedroom
I live inside my head
I rarely come out anymore
there’s nothing worth leaving this bed for anymore
and i’m content in my misery
it’s the only thing that’s never left me
I’m content being barely alive

I live in my bedroom

I live inside my head

I rarely come out anymore

there’s nothing worth leaving this bed for anymore

and i’m content in my misery

it’s the only thing that’s never left me

I’m content being barely alive

paralyzednightmare-deactivated2 :
heey, thanks for the follow! xxx

very welcome :]

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Portishead - Silence

Did you know when you lost?
Did you know when I wanted?
Did you know what I lost?
Do you know what I wanted?

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